I've been in a depressing rut for far too long now.  Luckily I'm finally starting to get past it, and regaining my creative drive once again.  Soon I'll be transitioning out of the military and joining civilian life for the first time in a long time.  My mind is filled both with excitement and anxiety, and my creative and artistic drive has been flourishing once again.

Hopefully this means I can finally begin to do some of the things I've always wanted to do.  This may be a turning point for the better in my life; so I need to walk away from every explosion in slow motion from now on.